Gotta have it…

I’m really trying to talk myself out of this but I can’t.  I test drove a new 2008 Suzuki V-Strom 650 during lunch yesterday (don’t tell Amy).  As badly as I should buy a car, more specifically a truck, I really want this crazy cool dual sport.  First I’ll list the reasons why I probably shouldn’t pursue this:

1. I’m in my mid to late 30’s.
2. I have small children.
3. I commute 40 miles one way to work.
4. The last time I owned a motorcycle I almost lost the use of my right leg in a violent fiery crash (not at fault).
5. People will tell me it’s irresponsible.

Now I will try to justify my desire against the intelligent, rational logic above:

1. I’m in my mid to late 30’s (30 is the new 20 ya know).
2. Connor and Logan will think I’m the coolest dad alive.
3. This thing gets 51 mpg.
4. I rode a motorcycle exclusively without owning a car for 2 1/2 years before the accident plus I’m about 15 years older now.
5. When was the last time I cared what anyone else thought?  Besides, soon I can pay cash for this and I despise consumer financing.

The real reason I may buy a bike is because I want one.  For some reason I cannot bring myself to get excited about the prospect of car shopping or a new car or truck.  I don’t even have the motivation to go look at them.  The idea of this dual sport commuter gets me pumped.  I can’t remember being this enthusiatic about anything in a while.  So should I do the responsible, conservative thing and insure my safety for the sake of my family at the sacrifice of my own enthusiasm and happiness?  Or do I get my ass back in gear again and live?  Decisions…